I'LL BE JUST FINE..

SOMETIME ITS HARD TO THINK THAT LIFE CAN BE SO EASY.. OR SO CRUEL.. CANT FOLLOWING ME.. SOMETIME, SOME PEOPLE HAD EVERYTHING LAID IN FRONT THEIR EYES.. IT CAN BE CONSIDER AS EASY... THEY DONT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING TO GET WHAT THEY WANT.. ITS ALL THERE.. FOR OTHER, HARD WORK AND PASSION IS WHAT THEY NEED TO ACHIVE SOMETHING.. AS FOR ME.. I LIVE THE HARD WAY.. LUCKLY I HAVE MY SIS TO HELP ME OUT.. NOT TO MENTION MY FRIENDS AS WELL.. MY TRUE FRIENDS.. THE ONE THAT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM AND BE FRIENDS WITH ME FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.. NOT LIKE SOME THAT BE FRIENDS WITH ME JUST FOR BENIFITS.. PERHAPS YOU'LL NOTICE THAT I NEVER MENTION MY PARENTS.. WELL.. MY PARENTS PAST AWAY WHEN I WAS 9.. MOM FIRST ON 29TH MAY 1999 AND MY DAD FOLLOWED HER 100 DAYS LATER, SEPTEMBER THE SAME YEAR.. IT IS QUITE SAD.. IM JUST MERELY A LITTLE GIRL WHEN THEY PAST AWAY.. ITS HARD TO ME TO FACE THE DAY ON THEIR BIRTHDAY, MOTHERS/FATHERS DAY, AND THEIR ANIVERSARY... I USED TO ENVY MY FRIENDS AS THEY DISCUSED WHAT TO GIVE THEY PARENTS ON MOTHERS/ FATHERS DAY.. SOMETIMES I FEEL EVERY ANGRY WITH THEM WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT THEIR PARENT BEING HARD WITH THEM.. THEY SEEMS NOT TO APPRECIATE THEIR PARENT WHEN THEY STILL HAVE THEM.. I MISS MY MOM SO MUCH... I HAVEN'T CELEBRATED MOTHERS/FATHERS DAY FOR YEARS... MOM.. I MISS YOUR COOKING.. I MISS YOU CHICKEN SOUP THAT YOU ALWAYS MADE ME WHEN EVER IM SICK.. DAD.. I MISS RIDING YOUR OLD MOTORCYCLE.. TO SCHOOL, TUITION OR TO THE PARK.. I MISS HAVING CONVERSATION WITH YOU.. I MISS YOUR COOKING AL WELL WHEN YOU COOK FOR ME AFTER MOM DIED.. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.. THAT IM CRYING RIGHT NOW.. THINKING OF YOU.. WRITING ABOUT YOU.. MOM.. DAD... I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.. HAPPY MOTHERS/ PARENTS DAY FOR YOU... YOU MAY NOT KNOW THIS.. BUT I'LL LOVE & MISS YOU TILL THE END..MAY YOU GUYS REST IN PEACE... AMIN..WAJIB LIKE :D